Monday, March 30, 2009

Dark night

It was a dark night. My parents had just gotten finished up with fighting. I had a big test tomorrow morning and I needed to get some sleep. After the fight I had heard the door open and shut loudly. I heard footsteps and then a car start, move, and drive away. Maybe dad went to chill out a bit. I started to hear whimpers and loud sobs. They started to get louder and louder. I shut my eyes tightly, until they disappeared. I was not going to be involved in this anymore. I wonder what they could be fighting over tonight. But who really does care? I mean if I do go and try to stop it, it’s just going to get bigger. They never listen, they only argue!
I woke up in the middle of the night. I heard a door open and close. Maybe it’s dad. The floor squeak as tiptoes came towards my room. I thought dad was going to check up on me. But the tiptoes just passed my room and went to the far end of the hall. That’s where his room is. That’s it, he just goes to bed? Nothing! I GUESS THEIR FIGHTS WILL NEVER END.
MY HEAD WAS HURTING WHEN I WOKE UP IN THE MORNING. I GOT OUT OF BED AND WENT TO THE BATHROOM. I LOOKED AT MY FACE IN THE MIRROR AND WASHED it. THE HOUSE WAS REALLY Quiet. BESIDES THE BIRDS OUTSIDE MY WINDOW I COULDN’T HEAR ANYTHING AT ALL! MAYBE IT’S JUST MY EARS, I THOUGHT. I OPENED MY BEDROOM DOOR AND PEERED IN THE HALLWAY. NO ONE! I GOT OUT OF MY ROOM AND STARTED GOING TOWARDS THE LIVING ROOM. WHEN I SAW NO ONE THERE I WENT TO THE KITCHEN. EMPTY! THE ENTIRE HOUSE WAS EMPTY! I GUESS THEY LEFT BECAUSE THEY WANTED TO TELL THE WHOLE WORLD ABOUT THEIR FIGHTS. Great! More people get to know about it! OH WELL, AT LEAST I GOT THE HOUSE ALL TO Myself! I COULD DO ANYTHING I WANT TO, which was what I wanted!
Now first thing’s first, let’s turn this into a party house. I pushed the sofas against the wall, and then gathered some CDs. I turned down the lights, put some snacks in a bowl, and ordered some pizza. Next I called up a few kids to call up their friends and tell them all to come over my house at 4pm. I think that sounds good. It’s almost 3pm and still no sign of my parents; so most likely having a party at 4pm doesn’t sound half bad! The house started filling up around 4:15 though. The music got louder and louder and the snacks got lesser and lesser. It was around 6:20 when I saw him. With His dreamy smile and soft, dark brown hair he came towards me. His name was eddy. He was really popular around school. Heck! He was an inspiration to all the kids!
“Hi! You know where the snacks are?” he asked.
What! That’s what he wanted to ask? Where the snacks are? That’s a piss off!
“I guess you don’t know either!” he said and walked away.
It was around 8:06 when I heard the front door open. “What’s going on here?” I heard someone shout. He had a heavy voice. It sounded just like my dad. I quickly walked towards the front door. Hell, it was my dad! I saw all the party guests slowly walking out. I almost forgot about my parents! When the room cleared up I saw my dad, standing steady as possible. His face was blood red. He was angry, I knew it. My mom was standing behind him, looking down at the floor. She didn’t say anything at all, just looked down.
Well, this is what happens if you’re grounded for an entire week! You’re stuck, sitting at home, not able to go anywhere! Man, was I bored. Well, it didn’t last for long. I heard a knock on the door, “Come in!” I said.
My dad walked in along with mom to his side. “Sweetie? Um… we got some talking to do,” He sounded kind of upset.

To be continued.....................

The Dream!

THE DREAM!
It was a cold day. No sun, no rain. The leaves were falling and the clouds were sprinkling snow. Tiny snowflakes landed on the windows as mom drove the car. I quietly sat in the back, looking out the window. I hated winter! Even if I had my birthday in the winter, I’ll still hate it! The only two seasons that I actually liked were spring and summer.
The place was surrounded by trees. Not a single house in site! I looked tree from tree, until I’d see anything interesting. But no luck! I was about to look away, when all of the sudden I saw something catchy. It looked like one of those old mansions, or should I say haunted houses, that I see in movies all the time! Some of the windows were broken and the roof tiles were ripped off. The house was colored black and looked burned. It seemed to be my type of HOUSE!
As I searched the house, I saw a person in front of the house raking. He was dressed all in black, top to bottom. He had long dark hair. Wait a minute….. Is it a he? I looked away imaging what his face would look like? I really do hope it is a he. I quickly turned back to look, when I saw the person not standing there. “What?” I spoke, “Where did he go?” I walked a little closer to the house looking around, when someone tapped on my shoulder. I froze. Oh my god! He’s right behind me! What should I do, I should probably just act like I’m blind. Like I was looking for the bus stop and ended up here! Yeah…that’s a good idea.
But when I turned around I forgot what I was going to do. My brain went completely blank! The only thing I could see was him. Yep! That’s right. It was a he! A beautiful, sexy looking he! His soft dark hair on his beautiful face, along with his 4 am shadow. Wow he was dreamy!
“I…uh…I….um...” I struggled to talk.
“You know, this is private property!”
I nodded….and you’re my private property, I thought.
“…did you need something?”
“Mmmmmmm!”
“Are you alright?”
“HUH? What? Yeah! I got to go!” I said as I started walking.
But my heart still didn’t allow me to leave. It made my body turn around and look at my prince charming one more time! He’s…. he’s not here! Where did he go? I walked towards the house, searching for my prince. I didn’t see him until I was halfway towards the house. My body started shaking when he looked at me. I don’t know why, but I ran up to him and hugged him tightly, not letting him go! Surprisingly, he hugged me back! It all seemed so awkward, me hugging him for no apparent reason, him hugging me back! I had no clue what was going on, but the next thing just surprised me even more! We were kissing! I didn’t even know the guy and we were already kissing each other! Wow! And apparently I just woke up, before I got to find out what happened next! I just hope I get to finish this dream the next time it comes!

What an idiot!

What an Idiot….
The voices throughout the hallway,
Kids walloping into each other.
Mirth and shrieking each other’s names’
Smooching and kissing until the bell rings.
Trying to get through, so I won’t be late,
All of the sudden I see a familiar face.
“Oh God! It’s him!”
What do I do?
Look and smile at him,
Or just ignore and walk away from him?
Closer and closer as he gets,
I make the verdict of ignoring him and walking away.
Just until…..he yells my name.
I look up and act like I didn’t see him,
Wondering who had just called me.
Until I see him talking to someone else,
Who is not me!
What an idiot I am!

LOVE!

LOVE
Emotions Affection
Happiness Sadness Excitement
Kisses Warmth Pleasure Attraction
Feelings Ineffable Desires Romance Worries Closeness
Hormones Words Girlfriend Boyfriend Personal Hearts Lust Fights
Concern Passion Motivation Pride Social Friendship Trust Country Politics Family
Success Relationships Couples History Honor Life Me You Us
Chemistry Hunger Thirst Attachment Mate Acquaintance Bonding
Marriage Children Teenagers Levels Commitment Affects
Caring Daring Secrets Realities feelings
Intimacy Confidence Understanding Time
Similarities Contacts Wishes
Gifts Anniversaries
We

What is love?

What is love?
Love is attraction,
That happens between a female and a male.
Love is fraction,
That leads to the cause of love that can never be frail.
Love is made of emotions,
That can be expressed in many different ways!
Love is like the ocean,
That takes away your gaze.
Love is affection, ineffable desires,
Towards the person you have desired.
Love is what comes from your heart,
When you see the person,
Your flips may start.
Listen to your heart, alert than ever,
The flips may start,
As you may impart!

from my heart!

DARK NIGHT
It was a dark night, and I had some fright.
With the lights out holding on tight.
The trees tremble, as if they just hate.
I shiver as if I’m late.
All I need is some light.
Your Eyes!
To look into your beautiful eyes,
And hear those sad, mysterious cries,
My little heart ached,
As I made the mistake.
But still I was apprised.
With You
Sitting there just watching you,
My heart just loved was what I knew.
The sound of your voice,
Made me feel rejoiced!
Which is why today I am with you.
GRACE!
The feeling of your hand touching my face,
Just filled me up with more grace!
The smell of your breath,
All smoky and fresh!
Which no one can ever replace!

~ I Love You! ~
You saying those words meant a lot,
It sounded so sweet which made it hot!
The words “I Love You!”
Too good to be true!
Which is why I do not!

2 Haiku: 5-7-5 not rhyme…..nature
NATURE!
The smell of the trees,
The shining of the sunlight,
This is called nature!
FLOWER!
It starts with the seeds,
Then it needs sunlight and food,
Then it’s a flower!


2 Senyru: 5-7-5 not rhyme…..people
ANGER!
The anger in you,
The temper that scares me so,
You need to calm down!

….LOVE IS?
Sadness in your eyes,
Crying for the need to love,
Is this what love is?

2 Tanka: 5-7-5-7-7 not rhymes….anything
Is It Love?
Your beautiful eyes,
Just like waves in the ocean.
Your intelligence,
Was what caught my attention.
But you’re still missing something,
What could it be? Is it love?
US TOGETHER
It is not a game,
It is not a funny joke.
It’s not attraction,
In which I was pulled towards you.
It’s what brings us together!
First Love
The first time I had seen him,
It was all just a whim.
But when I got to know him,
It was a beautiful trim.

His beautiful eyes,
Made me despise,
The fact that I knew any other guy!
I was hollow after I saw him,
That I couldn’t get away from him!

Whenever he’d touch me with his tender hands,
Made me forget about all my demands.
His soft, affectionate lips,
Made my heart do its flips!

Just as I thought,
That sooner or later it would distraught,
My tiny little heart!
It was my first love,
That would never be thereof!

Friday, March 6, 2009